CHEN
Hi. My name's CHEN, im thirteen. i get alot of bad days, some good ones. i change my mood like 24/7. i made alot of mistakes already, and i swear i have learn from them.
life's to short to regret everything, i say things that will make you hate me, but hey i say it cos its true, i dont like being plastic to people, so i say whatever i want and i wouldnt care.
i hate it when people says means stuff behind my back, i know thats life but thats just unfair, dontchathink? i have trust issues, i trust people alot, and it sucks. well, im a fun a girl, but
if you're a bitch to me, then im a bitch to you. i fight back when i have to, i dont like people bringing me down. i have a strong personality and sometimes i cant control it. there's alot more to say,
but the rest just go figure.peace out kids.
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I Dont Care - Fall Out Boy
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BYE 2008
Tomorrow is New Year's Eve.wow, i cant believe its almost 2009, it was just like yesterday when i was typing in my multiply blog "BYEBYE 2007, HELLO 2008" now ill be writing "BYEBYE 2008, HELLO 2009" this year has been roller coaster ride to me, ive gone through alot of GOOD and BAD days, but i made it! I made alot of mistakes this year, and yes i've learn ALOT from them, but i DONT regret anything, it all happened because GOD has a reason for it. It definetly made me stronger as a person, ive learned that i shouldnt regret anything, because life's too short to regret. I also learned to be more appreciative of what i have, going through the recollection we had, it made me realize that i should thank my parents for everything, because when sir jojo said "malay mo pag uwi mo sa bahay niyo wala na mommy niyo" that hit me, ALOT. so in 2009, i promise to correct all my mistakes to my FAMILY, friends, and GOD. gosh, im being so dramatic here, hahaha.
I cant wait for tomorrow, FIREWORKS!!!!!!!!!!!! The Best Part of New Year.
We went to the groceries awhile ago, and i've never EVER seen the grocery that FULL. The Cart was EMPTY! like everyone's using it. so tomorrow morning, we're gonna go back to the groceries and buy our media noche. and ohyeah, when we we're buying Fireworks, there was this Old Guy beside my mom and he's also buying fireworks, and he was like "pwede mahingi number mo?" to the sales lady! LIKE EWWWW. he's soo OLD! he's like 60?! O M G. so gross. the sales lady was like giving him a sarcastic smile. it was so gross and really akward. hahaha.
well toodles. we're going to ocean park tomorrow, my tita wants to go ehh before she leaves for canada. AW! haha
BYEBYE 2008, ILL MISS YOU. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
HELLO 2009. :)
GAHAHAHAHA.
AYOOOOOOOOOOO :)its been awhile since i last blogged, so yeah for the past few days we went to dad's old house, which is now a like a boarding house. whatever so yeah, my cousin's lives there and my relatives stays there when theyre here in the philippines, cos its their old house and other college people lives there too. so yeah, uhhhhmm i dont want christmas break to end, its going oh-so-well.
when i went to moa the other day, i saw Pearl and her sisters ate incez and i forgot the other name of her sister, we saw each other at mango and we we're both looking at the same clothes, then when i turned my head i saw PEARLALOOO! ohcrap she looks fabulous, man i missed her. hahaha.
oh btw, my christmas got better when... :"> HE GREETED MEEEEEEE. :"> i was online hours before christmas eve, he IM-ed me and asked for my number. GAAAAAAAAAAH. hahaa! :D then he greeted me over a textmessage. YAY :"> jasmine video called me! yay! i wanna trade my s7330 for samsung soul, its the same thing but its better cos its 5 mega pixel! stupid chen, i didnt know there was samsung SOUL until i got the s7330. stupid chen.
FALL OUT BOY IS COMMMING TO MANILAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D
i wanna go this time, cos last time i wasnt able to go :(. i LOVE their new album, I DONT CARE'S music video is hella FUNNY. my fave music video everrr. haha!
i hope the Jonas Brothers World Tour is TRUE, well yeah it is TRUE, but i hope they INCLUDE ASIA! if they go here im seriously getting the VIP. gahahahahaha.
toodles. :D
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!!!noche buena time.
godbless.
ITS ABOUT TIME
Its about time i got a new phone, i got it yesterday. Im supposed to get a massage but i fugred it would be boring if i go by myself, so ill do it on my birthday nalang with paula, kat, celina, janix or whoever. haha. so i told my mom i really really need a new phone na, cos everytime im texting 2 to 3 people my phone goess off, di niya mahandle yung messages. lol so it dies. and whenever it turns off the screen turns green muna then, byebye. haha. so yeah i got a samsung s7330. the arrows is touchscreen, its the one i saw in the newspaper. haha! im supposed to get the 5 megapixel LG phone but it aint 3G. suck-ish. i wanted the camera though. My Dad and I went bookshopping for the books he wanted me to read, so he got 3 books. inspiring books, he didnt want to buy the book that i wanted. "simple living for teens" haha. i didnt even bother checking the books he bought. i might start reading it tomorrow.
hahaha. TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE! i think my mom's planning to go to tagaytay for christmas, i dont know if its sure na. hope its sure.. i want a cold christmas. haha. i just got off a video call from ate nour. i lalalove videocalling. videocall me? :D hahaha
so yeah... advance merry christmas!
WHY DO I KEEP RUNNING FROM THE TRUTH?
we fought about something really stupid. well, actually i was stupid. now we're not talking for awhile.so he texted me, we talked... everything was going so well until he said "have fun. just text me if you need me!" i was like "what?" then he said "gotta go bye!!!" now what the heck was that? then he asked "what do you mean what?" i got mad, then i didnt reply. i went online and he's online too so i told him, and he was like ok then now we're not talking. wahahaha stupid.
everytime im starting to let go of him, he keeps comming back. everytime i want him so much he's not around. ugh. i just really need to move on, but i cant let go. im starting to like.... HEH.HEH.HEH. Giii. :D we've been chatting alot lately, tas WAH. he's just so nice. :">
im going to the spa tomorrow, text me if you want to go with me.
im working on my playlist for my blog. im loving blogger agaaaaaaain! i update almost everyday. ill try to keep intrack about shit, but please whoever will read my blog, just yeah... respect.
The HILLS is ON! dont you just love D R A M A?
i know how lauren feels about HEIDI and SPENCER.
"i dont want a friend i know ill never trust again" -LC
PICTURE UPDATE!
PICTURE UPDATEEEEEE :Dso much stuff has happened, let me tell you all about it with pictures.
PICTURES DONT CHANGE, EVENTHOUGH PEOPLE IN IT DOES;
RIHANNA CHRIS BROWN CONCERT!!! we saw kuya brian and ate bea. :)
Rainbow Caitering, i was minnie and prin was mickey!
Merienda Buffet. I was one of the emcees. :D
swimming party. during those intrams practices.
BLUE BEARS 08!
FOOD FAIR AND MINIMART 08'
Paul's Birthday! we sat on the floor.
me and paula, we played in the rain! QE WEEK! southville fair.
when me and paula got our nails done, then we ate at rairai ken. school day pa yan ah! :
last day before sembreak.
LAST. CHRISTMAS PARTY!
im so bored. i slept the whole day. man, i feel so paranoid about things i shouldnt worry about, cos its not even worth it. christmas is almost near! can you feel it? can you feel it? i cant. haha. my dad's gonna give me books for christmas, i was like "wth!?" i cant even finish breaking dawn. man! but he's gonna pay me to read it >:) he said if i read it, it will enhance my skills and i will achieve more things in my life. hahahaha RIGHTTTT... SURE DAD. :D and ohyeah, he got my mom this massager thingy, i can use it when im stressed out. yaaaaaaay! hahaha.
felt bad
i just posted a really mean message to someone, its not mean really its just my feelings about her. [this is a different her] i feel sorry for myself that i had to write that. i guessed no one read it except for me and G, well i hid it already.i just dont really really LIKE her right now.
cos i cant deal with her attitude towards me, and the way she backstabs me and pretends to be friends with me. she doesnt have to pretend she likes me, SHOW SOME RESPECT. yun nalang. kung ayaw mo sakin, wag mo ako kausapin. the end.
HORRAY FOR A NEW LAYOUT!
Christmas Break.
Christmas Break starts TODAY! and i think im sick, i feel dizzy and all that. my feet fucking hurts, i got really dizzy when we had a conference awhile ago. it was like all blurry in my eyes. WAH! im gonna sleep inawhile. anyway, Christmas PARTY was yesterday it was okay, i had fun. ms haban got me pala, she said raleigh got me and raleigh said he got me yun pala si ms.haban HAHAHA LOL. okay, so my exchange gift was JIGGY and he loved my gift, di niya na binitawan yung gift ko sakaniya. haha. we danced our cheering routine with our HEELS and damn my feet was like aching. haha. lloyd came to visit us yesterday then we went to atc and watched a movie, then me paula bought shoes and shirts, we went shopping again. :"> we rode a so called "cab" going back to school, our fucking cab was a vios. me, paula and jireh thought we're gonna get kidnapped cos the driver was like "sabhin niyo sa tatay niyo.. blah" it was scary. good thing we got home safe. i was supposed to go to mara's house party but instead i stayed in ate czar's house with jireh. we talked and talked and shared kwento's. i love ate czar, she's like a big sis to me now. and kimberly, her sister was like so mean to me. she pushed me in the bike. ugh. haha. and conyo mo kim! i went home around 8:30 then we went to macapagal after so i got home like 11 already. now imma go back to sleep! ohwait.i just found out something, someone's being plastic to me. :(
idk if its really true, but she talks shit behind my back and im being such a good friend to her. i cant deal with these kind of people anymore. ugh. imma take my entrance exam next month, so wish me luck. :D
all i want for christmas is you.
changed my mind.im going to school on thurs, hahaha.
cafe today with jas and kat. so fun, i lalalove them uber mucho. haha
then we talked about HER, me and the other girls, cos she was making us frustrated. shes making problems. ohwell, bahala na.. wont care. haha
so yeah imma give my gifts on thursday, then imma bring krispy kreme nalang for the class. wahaha ms habang thought i was gonna be absent but naaah, sayang naman eh. last day of the year tas mamimiss ko for something so babaw. haha. :) ill have fun nalang, siguro. blaaaah.
kk its almost 10:30 so i have to sleep na. tataah for nowww!
BORED. hells yeah.
AYOOOO!i got my cbox back, YOU CAN TALKSHIT NOW! haha!
anyway. Today was pretty... AWESOME. idk i find myself HAPPY today, the OLD CHEN HAPPY TYPE. its weird. im not like that anymore, but ill keep trying to be happy. i love it when we go home at 3, few subjects, early dismissal. bahahaha. ugh i just feel so hyper today.
just 4 more days left, actually 3 for me. :D i wont attend the christmas "party" its soo... CORNY. haha! stupid rules and shit. "you can bring cake... BUT cupCAKES with no ICING" okay. WTF RIGHT? haha. its better not go nalang, and i dont feel like it anyway. so ill be giving my gifts to the people i chose to give on wednesday, which is my last day. FINALLY, LAST DAY OF THE YEAR. 3 more months and im out of OB. soooooo fuckin cant wait for SUMMER. i wanna go back to canada, hopefully. :D
CHRISTMAS VACATION IS WHAT I NEED.
i wish its already wednesday! :D
do you know how freakin excited i am to get out of school? HAHAHA!
i hate school. its sooo...... BLECK. i used to like going to school, but this year not anymore. it sucks, and wahahaha i have to deal with it. i need to control myself cos in any minute i could start curSing here. oopps. haha. fucking talkshitters. get a life you fuckin homos. bwahahaha. i love cursing. wish i could curse like before. haha kidding. yes i know im bad, you dont have to judge! YOU KNOW IM JUST KIDDING WROIGHTTTT??? SAY YES OR ELSEEE. >:) yes i know im cuhraaazzeeeyyy.
CHRISTMAS WISHLIST *i know dont bother reading this! haha!*
- NEW PHONE. PLEASE!
- Clear Wayfarers
- RAYBANSSS!!!!
- finish breaking dawn
- MAC. lol i should delete this.
- GET OUT OF SCHOOL!
- VACATION somewhere FARRR. hahaha
- phone call from SANTA, dude i aint kidding here. :D
- PEACE.LOVE.HAPPINESS. for real, dudes.
- HIM TO COME BACK. so i can be happy again. :)
thats all so far. SO FAR. SO FAR. SO FAR. haha
freakin HYPER. tomorrow ill be.... DULL again. NAAAAAAAAH! LIVE YOUR LIFE... EH EH EH.
im craving to go to GRIPPED. i HOPEEE celina would go so i can GO. seriously, i need to go out and PARTY. ive been craving to go to aprty since the first day of school. Gripped's like the 2nd year end party of the year and i seriously have to go, but too bad i dont have someone to go with. :( it would be so weird and akward if i go by myself right? UGGGGGGGGGH. PARTY.. I NEED TO PARTY. ANDYWANDY CALL ME!!! fuck you, you moved. i heyttt youuu. hahaha kidding.
uh whatelse.
yeah thats it. PEACE OUTTTTTT!
FUCK YOU.
keep talking shit.
you know who you are.
seryoso, buti nalang hindi ako gumaganti. pag ako gumanti, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO. gosssh, YOU SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA SEE ME GET MAD, OR FIGHT BACK.
it would be different now.
BLAAAAAH!
FRIDAY AGAIN. i love friday's. last day of the week. hahaha. i went home early today, i was supposed to go to southville today, but i cant. i cant see him. i just CANT, but i WANT to. i need to move on, but... i dont wanna let go. this is so hard. : btw, i just woke up ITS 10:15 pm now. i slept when i got home. haha.math was crazy today, i dont know why the hell ms nueva is talking about our life, first it was about cito beltran's column then she started talking about our LIFE. : weird. i felt sleepy when she was making sermon to us. ohwell she's always like that anyway. haha
i was accidentally a mascot today, DAMN IT. i dont wanna be the mascot cos i dont like the mascot. haha! it was SNOW WHITE. : the dress was so long, i tripped. kakahiya. i tripped infront of the grade school students. hahaa. i was the only girl in rainbow today, and the boys bullied me when we we're preparing the food and stuff. so i quit and went back to class >:) it was bio when i went back to the classroom, i was like "HEY SIR, IM BACK!" then everyone looked at me. WAHH. =)) then the boys excused me again and said sorry, HAHA! we didnt have practice for the opening today, it got cancelled daw cos sir mariano said we cut class but we didnt, he said practice was 11-12, it was 1 pala. LOL but i was in rainbow that time, so i guess its okay. i made the kids happy, so its ayttt. haha.
im reading breaking dawn now, i got bored yesterday so i decided to read steffi's breaking dawn, then i started to like it. haha!
im thinking twice. i think i dont wanna move na, but i want to. i dont wanna move cos of ate czar, paula, kat and celina. im gonna miss them alot, i dont wanna move cos them, but there's more reasons why i wanna move. i have to escape OB. i just have to. but i cant cos of THEM, im gonna miss them so much, they're just one of the best people thats making my 2nd year life not so miserable. they make me happy alot, thanks to them i get better everyday. they understand me so much. haha drama na.
my cousins are back from canada. yay :> we're gonna visit them tomorrow.
i hope we could go shopping tomorrow. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING TOMORROW. hope mom allows me to. i was supposed to go to cuenca with celina tomorrow, but i have plans already. too bad, i wanna go to cuenca. hahahaaaaaa.
k.im going back to bed now.
I STILL MISS Y O U.
STUPID.
I seriously need to go somewhere, not near _____________I CANT STAND PEOPLE I DONT LIKE, seriously.
ugh. today is one of the worst days of my life. well everyday kinda is. but whatever, i hate everything thats going on with my life, im kinda lucky somehow but, ugh THINGS CHANGE so easily.
everything is falling apart.
he's gone now, no one makes me happy anymore. he left me again.
i fell for it again. stupid i-bet-you-she'll-fall-for-me-in-2-weeks game. GAHD I HATE HIS FRIENDS. or maybe just FRIEND. whatever. ugh.
PLEASE PLEASE MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN.
and O M G... i cant believe they're TOGETHER now.
stupid. im typing random shits here.
I REGRET EVERYTHING THAT WENT WRONG BETWEEN US! stupid chen. why the heck did you do that?
P.S. I DONT LIKE HIM.
HA HA.
I M I S S Y O U KSDJASKLDJAELMOREAKFJSALJDDAS :'(