CHEN
Hi. My name's CHEN, im thirteen. i get alot of bad days, some good ones. i change my mood like 24/7. i made alot of mistakes already, and i swear i have learn from them.
life's to short to regret everything, i say things that will make you hate me, but hey i say it cos its true, i dont like being plastic to people, so i say whatever i want and i wouldnt care.
i hate it when people says means stuff behind my back, i know thats life but thats just unfair, dontchathink? i have trust issues, i trust people alot, and it sucks. well, im a fun a girl, but
if you're a bitch to me, then im a bitch to you. i fight back when i have to, i dont like people bringing me down. i have a strong personality and sometimes i cant control it. there's alot more to say,
but the rest just go figure.peace out kids.
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I Dont Care - Fall Out Boy
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TWILIGHT <3
im watching twilight again. hsdahajdhjaskdhkasljdhsahttp://www.megavideo.com/?v=YIBH70VL
I LOVE PAULA.
I watched Twilight today with Paula, Miko, and Jireh.like everyone in my school is in TOWN today, to watch twilight.
the movie was great, i expected more JACOB BLACK scenes but there's only a few scenes of him in the movie. *sigh* anyway, i love paula. we went shopping today, we bought the same stuff again. i love her uber much. i just realized now, we're so much alike. i cant wait for college, the plan girl! :> haha. i guess you dont need alot of people to make you happy. ;)
we we're supposed to get our picture taken in picture company, but we dont have cash anymore. sayang yung photoshoot! haha. i love you paula esplanaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D
"the lion fell inlove with the lamb, what a stupid lamb" haha.
screwed.
im fucking fucked up. i have so many problems, and i try to smile and hide them, but fuck it wont go away. stupid drama, why do you have to follow me everywhere? UGH.anyway, its HAPPY FRIDAY AGAIN, and thanksgiving in the US-eyy. I have to greet my relatives through facebook. HAPPY THANKSGIVING to the people in the US of AMERICA. HA HA.
Christmas Break is NEAR and i CANT fucking wait to GO on vacation. DUDE I NEED A BREAK.
BIOLOGY class was AH-MAZING today, sir made me realize something again. i need to catch up with my studies, i dont wanna screw up my life, there's more to life than just to live. lol jonas brothers. but true, SET ALL MY PROBLEMS ASIDE, and STUDY HARD. i'll try my VERY BEST to focus on my studies this quarter, i have to work extra hard this quarter cos i wanna move, and if i wanna move i have to get my grades up so that A NEW SCHOOL will accept me cos i have good grades. JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS AND IM OUT OF OB. HA HA. cant wait!
godness, i cant deal with drama anymore, im like "naprapraning" na whenever i think about "stuff" that i should forget, i cant forget all the BETRAYALS i got from the people i trusted the most. anyway, life's like that... give's you shit and all that crap and all those bullshits and we have to deal with it and say FUCK IT. wow i say so many badwords. lol hahaha. but yeah, thankgod i know who my real friends are, thankyou! eventhough theyre only a few of them, now i know who to trust. i have trust issues you know! AND YES I HAD A HARD TIME GROWING UP TOO! lol drama. puta!
TWILIGHT MOVIE TOMORROW !
ive heard some thoughts from other people, some said ITS NICE some said its UGLY. but let's wait and see tomorrow.
some said edward's voice in the movie sounded like michael jackson's. O M G.
since im talking about movies here, let me talk about TAYLOR SWIFT. dude her ALBUM fearless is ISANELY AWESOME. i love it.
HEY STEPHEN
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain
So come feel this magic
I've been feelin' since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm I can't help myself
Hey Stephen
I've been holdin' back this feelin'
So I got some things to say to you
I've seen it all so I thought that
I'd never see nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk
Way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful
Don't you ever change
LOVE STORY
We were both young
When I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the flash back starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princes
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes
FOREVER & ALWAYS
Once upon a time
i believe it was a tuesday when i caught your eye
and we caught onto something
i hold onto the night
you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking down we almost never speak
i don't feel welcome anymore
baby what happened, please tell me
cause one second it was perfect now you're halfway out the door
and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause i was there when you said forever and always
was i out of line?
did i say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
i looked into your eyes
thought i knew you for a minute, now i'm not so sure
so here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence
that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
thought i knew for a minute, but i don't anymore
WHITE HORSE
That I'm not a princess
This aint a fairytale
I'm not the one
You'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before
You went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse to come around
Maybe I was naïve, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings now I know
FEARLESS
We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absent mindedly makin' me want you
And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless
Well you stood there with me in the doorway
my hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in & I’m a little more brave
It’s the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin’, it’s fearless.
I LOVE HER SONGS, every girl can relate to it.
"boys are afraid to ask me out, because they know i'll write songs about them" -TAYLOR SWIFT
forever & always.
HEY IT'S FRIDAY!we got our report cards today, or should i say, RECEIPTS. :)) but yeah, IM NOT PERUGIA. im still bergamo, still the same average but i got lower lang with the point ek ek. haha. thankgodd im not perguia, i really thought i was perugia this quarter! cos i failed almost all of my longtest, but i passed some of my quarterly exams but its still low. cos some are line of 7, and i didnt get any line of 9's for this quarter. suckish. =)) anyway, i went home early today. then i told my mom i really want to transfer school's next school year, she said yes and asked me why, im just so sawa of ob na, and other reasons. ;) my friend's know's why. and i wanna escape ob na, haha! i hope the school will allow me to transfer next school year. Im still choosing what school should i choose, La Salle Zobel, Assumption, Southville, or OB. =)) HAHAHA. help me choose what school, or give me a school. basta not OB anymore. im super duper willing to transfer na. i hope ob would allow me to transfer, and the school ill transfer to. cos some school's doesnt accept transfer's for 3rd year. ohwell! wish me luck. i have months to think about it, but i have decided already. if im sticking with ob, its aight but i wanna move. haha.
TWILIGHT premeire in 5 days!
Twilight's like the MOST awaited movie of the YEAR. and everyone's dying to watch that movie. me too. haha, eventhough i didnt read the book, it's fine cos there's a movie naman, haha! and im damn lazy to read the book. i dont like reading books.. it's like last on my hobbies list. it's not even in my hobbies list. :)) haha ill probabbly watch it next saturday! woot. :> the teachers are gonna watch it on wednesday THE DAY OF THE PREMIERE. like whoa. haha. sucks for miley, her movie BOLT will suck. thankgod the BOLT is cute. but she's not. haha!
I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER, im like inlove with him NOW. i need to read eclipse cos it's full of JACOB BLACK. i love taylor, he became so hot naaaa. he's my new eyecandy. too bad he's wearing a wig in the movie. i wish taylor was edward (but it wont fit him), he would be a better vampire, a hotter ONE too. :> i love you taylor, i love you jacob. TEAM JACOB!
what's a cute name for a PANDA?
i like PANDACHOY. :> HI JASMINE.
grats to the people who passed this quarter. haha. tatah.
oh, i dont know.
I WANNA BE HAPPY!
... help me?
HEY ONLINE WORLD.
OMG. it's me! IM BACK. did you miss me? haha.anyway, this would be a confidential blog, i wont write about my everyday ramblings, when i feel like blogging thats the only time i would blog, when i need to let my feelings out, i would blog. let's just hope this blog wont be too public like before, i dont want to get introuble for this blog again.
so yeah, tomorrow is the concert! I CANT WAIT TO SEE CHRIS BROWN.
oh btw, i deleted my long long long post. :D